JasperLuvsU

Sick of soul searching, its never right. Sick of love, all it does is hurt you. Sick of looking in his eyes everyday and hiding my true emotions. Sick of loving him and not knowing what to do about it. Sick of loving him and knowing there's nothing u can do about it. Sick of the headache and the heartache this one guy brings into my life. And most of all, I'm sick of pretending, pretending to be happy and pretend everyday that I don't love him. Sick of it all.

I talk to him and smile, though I die a little inside. I wanna cry cause I know he'll never be mine, but I hold in the tears and attempt to look happy. He talks to me and I can't help but laugh, he's just so funny. I falsely hope that there's a chance for us. I say falsely cause he's so oblivious. After a day of acting and hoping, I'm mentaly drained. I imagine imposible futures and a tear rolls down my cheek. I gaze at my ceiling and prepare for tomorrows heartache.

Izzy (Bella) POV (2 years after change) I'm running through a forest in Russia, hunting and I am suddenly hit with a very powerful, sweet scent. Vampire. Two of them by the smell of it. I made a snap decision to follow the scent. I was on the trail for about two minutes and then realized I was in the same place I started. I felt three light taps on my shoulder. I whipped around to see who it was. I was in a defensive crouch just in case. I saw a male and a female vampire. The female looked to be about my age maybe a year younger. The male looked to be my age exactly. The female was average height and looked like a super model with her thi